O WOW.

Today, I was able to buy the j-drama, 'Only Love'. *_* KAMENASHI KAZUYA IS IN IT!! He's the main character~~ And Koki Tanaka is in the drama too! I only watched up tyo episode 2 though. >.< I'll watch the rest some other day~~ There are no eng. subs, only chinese so I didn't understand. ;_; I think that Kame plays this guy named Kanzaki Hiroto.. If I'm not wrong. ^^ And the person he falls in love with is Nao... I think. :P And Nao's friend is named Yuko I think. Yuko is the girl who atcs as Misa Amane in the DeathNote movie. :D And she plays in HYD too! <3 I just totally love Kame's char in 'Only Love'. ^^ And Koki is such a hilarious guy~~ Well, I'll try to upload the dvd someday.. xD Here is chapter 8. ^^

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Chapter 8
Gunz

Help me. I stood there in the middle of the crowd. Wearing nothing but scars all over my body. I clenched my chest and then looked at the blood on my hands. I saw the face of Relenka, smiling at me. I clenched my teeth and cursed aloud at her. She acted amazed but of course she was not afraid, nor sad, and not surprised either. I got up and then grabbed a cloth of some sort to cover myself up. I sighed and glared at her.
“I win again.” She gave me her smile of pride, which made me TERRIBLY angry.
“Good for you…” I replied, as quiet as I could. She always won when we had a battle on the Fire Stadium, and I always end up naked. Damn fires, they’re too hot. I cursed under my breath and left the stadium. After I got out, and entered the castle, Averun was standing in front of me smirking. He then gave a chuckle and smiled at me.
“Lost again?”
“Get lost, middle ground.” I muttered. He then frowned and followed me, talking all the way.
“You know, I heard a rumor that you seem to have a crush on Relenka?” Then and there, I stopped in my tracks.
“WHAT DID YOU SAY MIDDLE GROUND?!” I yelled, and grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him close. He smirked and then stopped talking. I clenched my teeth and punched him hard on the cheek giving him a bruise that would last a week. He spit out the blood and then stared up at me glaring. I, however, couldn’t care less. I took my cloth and walked into the direction of my room.

I was in a bad mood today, and I felt like stabbing someone. Not because Relenka defeated me… Because someone knew about how I felt towards her. She was beautiful, nice, and most of all, strong. She believed that I would be able to defeat her one-day, I didn’t. She was too strong, and I dare not hurt her. I sat there trying to defeat the silence in my room with the rustling of the blankets. After I finished changing I sat down, and noticed that I lost. It was too quiet. I was tired of fighting twice every week but did anyway, for Relenka. I took a photo of her from the table on the bedside, and tears started building in my eyes. Why was I crying? I loved her, and I always would but somehow it hurt. It felt like I could never be with her, but why? She wasn’t older than me, she was only 1 year younger, she wasn’t married, she wasn’t in love with anyone, so why? Why does it feel like I don’t have a chance? Is it because that she isn’t in love with anyone? She’ll eventually fall in love with me if I confessed my feelings. I’m sure of it! So there must be another reason… I hated for anyone to know that I loved her. So maybe that’s why I could never be with her. If I couldn’t stand to be around her in public, how would I ever confess? How would I ever be with her? How would I be able to make her love me? I would be locked in my room, away from everyone, including Relenka. Then I cried. I cried until my eyes were sore, until I defeated the silence with the pitter-patter of my tears, until I seem to fade away. I had no chance of loving her anymore, and she had no chance to love me. Either way, I could just sit here and rot, and no one would ever worry… No one would even remember… Then and there, the darkness took over my body, and my heart.

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GUNZ!!! <3<3 Lolz. I like him alredy. xD

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