Hihi!

Currently Listening to: Someday for Somebody - Kamenashi Kazuya
Mood: \(^0^)/ - Excited

♪ヾ(●ω●)ノ"こんばんわ! Well, tomorrow I have no school so... ヾ(*￣￣￣▽￣￣￣*)ノ~ I'm beginning to use the japanese smileys alot... But oh well, I LOVE THEM! o(^▽^)o My sister is listening to a cd right now. =P Burned o'course. ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ Yay, my KAT-TUN girl version is so awesome. ヾ(●⌒∇⌒●) Me and Yann said if we met 6 guys who looked like us(or at least like KAT-TUN) then those 6 guys can be KAT-TUN boy style juniors, and we're KAT-TUN girl style juniors. ヽ(*◇*)/ In my dreams? Maybe not.. Lols joking. Well, I'm running out of things to say. (OAO*) Oh yes, want some pictures then? (⌒∇⌒)
UEDA, FROM THE GOSHDARN CUTE COMMERCIAL! For Rohto. \(@⌒∇⌒@)/ I really find Ueda kawaii there. o(●￣ω￣●)o <--Like that. Lolez. I talk to Koki alot yesterday (Dez), and she he even went on webcam. I did too, so =P. It was fun~ And I saw how huge her his tv was! GO_OD ..Looks like <---Good, but it is actually a face with ears.. O wtheck. ｜￣ー￣｜Want more pictures? =D
Hehe, just because his song is on, and I love this guys attitude (and look hehe) to bits. I'M KAT-TUN BIASED. O_O O well, I made my friends like that too. (´∀`)MWAHAHA. I love this song. T^T Isn't Kame just adorable with that added little ponytail on his head? Ehem, that's it, because I wanna see something else.. I don't know what, but something. 0_o Well, Sayonara~ ((ヾ(ﾟ∩ﾟ*)

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Currently listening to: Someday for Somebody - Kamenashi Kazuya
Mood: (*>,<) & (-.-) - Heartbroken & Calm

I hate bababoy now. I hate him. I'm... Heartbroken. But I feel like a big rock has been pullen off my shoulders.. I loved him so much.. But now I despise him. But because I talked to one of my best buds, I feel so free and happy. :D okay.. enough talking.. wasnt that short? o well, i feel all better releasing my anger here. >D

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..NEW LAYOUT

Currently Listening to: Bokura No Machi De - KAT-TUN
Mood: \(^_^)/ - Happy

One of the newest things you'll notice is the header! And the bg colour, text colour, link color, etc. ^^ I felt like changing it. :P I hope that you guys like it as much as I do! xD The people on the header are KAT-TUN. <3 Too bad Taguchi's face is cut off a bit. D: Okay, since my b-day is over, I'll post some major media, pics, etc. :3 So here are the links! (P.S. My sister told me a translation of one of Kame's blog posts. He said that he wore a yukata without anything underneath and went to bed. When he woke up, his blanket was far from him, his yukata was open, and there was a soap trail on the window. O_O Kame.. He must've been scared!! xD)

KAT-TUN

Someday for Somebody - Kamenashi Kazuya

One on One - Tanaka Koki & Nakamaru Yuichi (LOVE THIS SONG)

Jumpin' Up - KAT-TUN

SIGNAL - KAT-TUN (..chika chika ah~)

Bokura No Machi De - KAT-TUN

Make you Wet - Tanaka Koki (OH GOSH! *spurts blood*

KANJANI8

Kanfuu Fighting - Kanjani8 (NI HAO! ROTFL)

All of Me for You - Kanjani8

That's it! ( I LOVE SIGNAL) That's it! >D Oh yes, Bokura No Machi De was used in Tatta Hitotsu no Koi. *0* I love that drama~ xD Byebye.. :9

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Tokkyu Tanaka 3 GO!

I WANNA WATCH THAT. Totally~ It's just that my speakers aren't working. (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO).. I saw the opening of it, and saw the amazing, KOKI, and the opening was so funny, so I wanna watch it. ;_; After I watch the 1st ep (cuz that's all the person uploaded) I'm gonna watch great teacher onizuka. (very good i heard) The main teacher looks like Kanesaki Kentarou. xD Although I think Kane is younger.. AND THUS.. BEGINS MY PICSPAM! To start it off, look what I found... On to the ASTOUNDING picture...
EGADS. O_O MaruBaru!!! xD Lols. One of the staff had said (it was when they were filming) that if they didn't stop them, who knows what they'd do! LOLS. I find that so... xD But subaru is pretty ne? :3 I love the pose that they're doing lols... <3 Well anyways.. Here is BEAUTIFUL MURAKAMI.

(ON TO THE BEAUTIFULNESS.)

If you don't call that pretty, I don't know what is. =_= Kami~~ *hugs* I wanna be your daughter~~ Be my MOMMMY~~ lols (never!! I love my real mom~) *clings onto foot* <3 Okay.. That was weird of me.. Also, here is the infamous Akame pic!!! LOLS. Oh yes, this is my 2 favourite Akame piccies..

The 'WE ARE MARRIED' pic...
and the unoriginal 'I LOVE YOU' pic. xD I love these two.. It shows how close these two are. *awww* and besides, Jin already said that his best friend is yamapi, HOWEVER, the person he cares most about is Kame. (AWWWWWWWW) *insert more awwwwwwwwwwws* lOLS. Now here is a super awesome nishikido ryo pic!!

This is my dad. (LOLS) Nishikido Ryo makes me sweat.. O///O HE CANT BE MY DAD. I want him as my... Friend! And Kami as my friend too!!! xD Lols... I WANT EVEWYONE AS MY FWEND. O_O Lols. But if I can't that's okay, I have many close friends that are awesome. ^^ Here is more drool-worthy ryo. :P

Angel Ryo

'Getting ready to shower' Ryo (You can so tell that it's gonna be drool-worthy)

'Wolf in sheeps clothing' Ryo

'THE MOST HOT' Ryo

Now I have two of my fav Koki and Kame piccies. *.* (Look how pretty Kame is in this piccy..

'Love Scene'

'YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL' By James Blunt


Okay.. that was my picspam.. XD Hope you liked the piccies. :P


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<3<3 uwah, kat-tun dvd

Currently Listening to: Gold - KAT-TUN
Mood: (*.*) Admiration

I'm watching the KAT-TUN dvd, the kaizoku one! ^^ This is my 3rd time watching it lols. Here is the cover I just scanned! ^^

<3 <3 Doesn't koki look awesome in the cover? (And taguchi should keep his black hair!! >D) Kame is as pretty as always, and do i notice an EARRING?! n_n Uebo is so kyuuuttteee... I just wish his hair was blonde. >.< There is an interview at the end of the concert, so worth checking out. I just dunno how to put it up.. >.< There are 31 songs in total, same as Arashi's now tour. 'Cept that KAT-TUN has extras ^^ I wanna get the newest KAT-TUN cd!! And I also wanna get Bokurano Machi de. *_* It's totally awesome. Since I watched Tatta hitotsu no koi, I noticed that they put bokurano machi de in it. :3 Love it Love it. (P.s sorry, the picture is ruined.. I just noticed. D:)

Okay, now what to say? I'll put some other things up l8er. Oh yes, I made a new story, but it's just for fun, the story. It's called Doki-Doki. About a girl named Jordan, and a guy named Kitano. Kitano in the beginning thinks that Jordan is a guy, and Jordan thinks Kitano speaks japanese only. Well, it's confusing... Just read it, when I'm done the 1st few chapters. :P

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Pictures~

I'm just here to post some amazing pictures~ I'm watching 'The Next Pussycat Dolls'. Too bad.. Chelsea wasn't able to dance on stage with the Pussycat Dolls... But Melissa S is pretty~ :P Well, here are a few pictures of kat-tun, tenimyu, etc. :3

Lolz, Kamenashi Kazuya from KAT-TUN~ He looks awesome in that ponytail ne? I wish I could eat what he was eating, if he cooks good even if he cooks bad! :3 I wish I knew how to read japanese in the picture... >.< I wonder who Kame is cooking for... Jin?

KAT-TUN! Lolz, look at Taguchi! He looks like Ueda had gave him a hug he ate something really sweet~ KYUUTE. Ueda, as always, is adorable <3... Y'know, I so agree that Maru is a lovable idiot! *_* After this picture shall be the amazing tenimyu actor... ARAKI HIROFUMI. Araki is just like total love.

AW. Who doesn't like this face? So kyuute~ (This is random but Chelsea has an amazing voice~~~~ *.*) Well what manga is he holding? It reminds me of Girl Got Game.. Or maybe those other basketball mangas like Slam Dunk.. Or Dear Boys.. I can't see it well~ But isn't Araki's facial expression adorable...

Well that is all I'll put up for today~ GO CHELSEA. xD

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YOSHYOSHYOSH!!!!

yeyeyyeyeyeyeyeyey! (Aha, sry for spamming.) I FINISHED WATCHING GOKUSEN SEASON 1. Awesome, as always. <3 And also, the day before yesterday we went to richmond, and i saw the most shocking (yet amazing) thing ever. THE BEST OF KAT-TUN CD!!!! IN CANADA!!! *faints* I immediately bought it lols... After I bought it, I saw something even more shocking, which seemed impossible at that time. THE LIVE PERFORMANCE OF KAT-TUN ON DVD. DVD. DVD. DVD. I almost fainted, literally. Since Taguchi looked hot on the cover, she took it. She doesn't regret it, and neither do I. The live was SO AMAZING. Ueda was unexpectedly freakishly happy and laughed alot too! There was an extra interview at the end~~ Which Ueda, being a clumsy (but kawaii) idiot, dropped his bread and drink on to the floor while trying to open the cap of the bottle... After that, he laughed. HE WAS SO FRICKIN' ADORABLE. I'm sure my sister couldn't help herself either~~ And Taguchi had black ueda-like hair in the interview. He looked amazing. *_* He looked like the best with black-hair!! @///@ Watching the live perf. made me almost nosebleed~~ With all of Jin's "signature" moves... And Ueda and Kame's Heartbreak Club was sooo.... WONDERFUL~~ *flies* lolz. Ueda looked so happy! LIke ecstatic, and hyper!!! :D He was so kyuute.. And then I listened to the cd a bit, since I finished watching the live, the songs were undoubtedly amazing. 50% of the reason why I love kat-tun is because they are talented. 25% because they are hot, and the other 25% because they have amazing, and kind, personalities. ^^ I'm still not finished my SCIENCE H/W!! OH NOES!!! Bcuz I'm too excited..Once I get my daily allowance and finish my h/w, I'll go buy the arashi live I saw in the store. I was so tempted but then knew I wasted alot of money this weekend. :'( And Ohno looked so good on the cover. ;_; What should I put up now? Um Um... well well.. Maybe I'll post things up l8er, I wanna go work on my h/w. >.< I SHALL PUT UP GOKUSEN OR THE LIVE SOMETIME!! I hope i can.. >.<

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P.S. Right now, I may seem happy, but something happened yesterday which hurt. I'm in pain right now... My mom seems to hate me, and we had a short arguement, and because of that, I think she feels unwanted around me. I truly love my mom, so I feel incredibly guilty to hear that... That's why I feel like I should dissappear from this world, and be punished... I wish my mom to be happy today.. Please give me the courage to help her be happier! >.<

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VANILLA COMMENTED! VANILLA COMMENTEDDDDDDDDD..... *fades* Okay.. UmUmUm.. I am here to post... THE WHOLE PART OF THE FIRST PART OF.. THE SAVIOR LIGHT, SINCE VANILLA WAS SO SMART TO TELL ME THAT. (Or im dumb. :P) Since all you people loved my story(you better.. lol j/k.), I will try my best to finish part two as well~~ :D Although there are 15 chapters in one part, and on part two, there are only 4. *cries* I need 11 more chapters darnit!! *cries* lol. Well, here is part one~~

Download Part One

After that.. I shall umum.. post what? *thinks* I still need to work on my science h/w though.. *sigh* Homework is a pain... *stretches arms* But at least I finished the rest.. I need to work on my chemistry experiment... ARGH. But anyways, I shall probably put up lyrics? Idk what else to put.. (P.S. I totally love to sing precious one.. If only vanilla and I could sing it together~~ But she cant go so far to my house, can you? lolz. u dun have to) FIRST UP! KAT-TUN LYRICS LOLZ.

BUTTERFLY

What's up yo ha? Hade na party beauty somebody
We have to take a one shot
Iya na hi wa you forgot. So shout it out
Shake it up. Say my name
One, motto sexy ni konna hi wo taisetsu ni
Check it. Honnou de baby shake
Two, peace peace karamase na cross my finger's luck

Many types of stories taking place in the world
Irodorarete
Right now our greed still exist between us
Mitasarenai mama de

Nee yasashii sugata ni kokoro kakimawasareteku
Sono senaka ga kireisugite maru de
Midareteku butterfly
What an amazing butterfly

Many people are used to look down on me yo
You just check my skill. Stupid. Uh
I'm gonna make a atarashii basho wo
Ore no souzou de U no shouchou de
Come on tte ka never let go
Cuz shikoi yatsu maji kyoumi nee
To them you got koukai suru a little, girl
Is like psuuu...fine thanks bend back

Many types of stories taking place in the world
Tsunoru yokubou
Right now our greed still exist between us
Hikiyoserareteku

Tsumi mo shiranai sono me ni kokoro oshitaosareteku
Honnou mukidashite yudanete futari
Midareteku butterfly
What an amazing butterfly

Me muero por un beso tuyo
Doy la vida por tenerte
Tu eres mi vida, sin ti no hay vida
Y tu, sin mi amor eres, como una herida
Solamente, te quiero

Umidasare nagareru sono mizu wa
Hitotsu no te ja sukuenai mono de
Fui ni tsukamitorou to sureba
Surinukete iku mata mayoidasu but
Chiisaku mo sasu hi no hikari wa
Itsu mademo negau kotonoha wa
Futari e...to ima hana sakasu kara

Nee yasashii sugata ni kokoro kakimawasareteku

Tsumi mo shiranai sono me ni kokoro oshitaosareteku
Honnou mukidashite yudanete futari
Midareteku butterfly
What an amazing butterfly

(I'm wasting space arent' I?)

REAL FACE

Kame:Girigiri de itsumo ikiteitai kara
Saa~ (Jin: Ahhh~)
Kame: omoi (Jin: Omoi~)
kiri buchi yaburou
Jin: Aaahhhh~~~
Both: Riiaru wo te ni irerunda...

(Koki: *RAP*)

Jin: Asufaruto wo keru tobashite
Taikutsu na yoru ni duroppu kikku shita tsumori
Subette karaburi ohh~

Jin & Kame: Tekitou na nori de bakkurete
Arienee uso narabetatte Sekai
Kame: kaerareya shinai...

Maru, Ueda, Junno: Yume wo kataru furishitereba
Koki: *rap*
Maru, Ueda, Junno: Nanka otona ni nareru
(Koki: *raps*)
ki ga shite Shitauchi wo shita
Jin: *tch*

(CHORUS)
All: Girigiri de itsumo ikiteitai kara
Ah~ koko wo ima tobidashite ikou ze
Jin: Ohhh!~~
Kono namida, nageki mirai e no suteppu
Saa~ omoikiri buchi yaburou
Koki: *raps* (Jin: Ohhh~~)
Riiaru wo te ni irerunda
(END)
Koki: *raps*

Jin: Atarashii shatsu nugesutete
Zubu nure ni natta kayoubi wo waraitakya waraeba ii
Jin & Kame: Ame agari nureta teibou de
Hajimete kimi ni tsuita uso wa
Kame: ima mo kawaii chainai

Maru, Ueda, Junno: Warui kedo kashikoku wa nai sa
Koki: *raps*
Maru, Ueda, Junno: Kitto atama yori
Koki: *raps:
Maru, Ueda, Junno: kokoro de kangaeru taipu

(CHORUS)
All: Gizagiza de kiba wo mukidashi nagara
Ah~ ore ryuu sutaato dashuu de yukunda
Jin: Ohhh~
Kono chikai dekai sekai no saki e
Saa~ mugen koete yukou
Koki: *raps* (Jin: Ohhh~~)
Riiaru wo mitsuke ni yukou
(END)

(Koki: *RAP*)

(CHORUS)
All: Girigiri de itsumo ikiteitai kara
Ah~ koko wo ima tobidashite ikou ze
Kono namida, nageki - mirai e no suteppu
Saa~ omoikiri buchi yaburou
Koki: *raps*
Riiaru wo te ni irerunda...
(END)

Koki: *raps* (Jin: Ahhh~~)
Koki: *raps*

(since I'm wasting space, I'll end here lols.)

Well bye?

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Download, Lyrics, and story~

I'm so sorry that I didn't post yesterday~~~ ;_; >.< But I plan to make it up to you by putting up a download, the lyrics for it, AND a story. :D It's chapter 9~ *dances* Well the song is Precious One, by Jin and Kame. SO SWEET~. It is like my favourite KAT-TUN song right now~~... :D I wanna hear it over and over again~~ I love singing it too! More of Kame's part. :D *lala* Here it is!

Download

Here are the lyrics for the song. <3
Jin: Time goes by bokura wa
ikutsumo no deai to wakare wo kurikaesu
Kame: Here I am dareka no
yasashisa ni amaete nanika wo miushinatta

Both: Ima sugisatta kisetsu wo kazoe
hitorikiri no yoru nani wo omou?

(CHORUS)
Both: Sometime toki ni nazeka
mune ni semaru loneliness
I don't want to be all alone setsunakute

One day itsu no hi ni ka
mitsukaru sa precious one
Sora miagereba hora ne
hitotsu no shining star
(END)

Jin: Tell me why doushite
bokutachi wa konna ni
ai wo motomeru no ka na?

Kame: Ahh...
Jin: Ahh...
Both: Hoshizora wa shoujiki da ne
Kame: Yasashiku kirameki yoru wo kazaru

(CHORUS)
Both: Somewhere dokoka ni iru
taisetsu na only one
You're not all alone anymore hitori ja nai

Someday itsuka aeru
unmei no someone you'll love
Futo ki ga tsukeba hora ne kimi no soba ni iru
(END)

Both: Tatoe million years toki ga
sugitemo (time goes by~)
We never change, no worries
you'll be alright (at least we'll be alright~)
Kame: Your precious only one kanarazu deaeru sa
Jin: One day you'll find
kono hoshi de be in love
Both: Zutto

(CHORUS)
Both: Sometime toki ni nazeka
mune ni semaru loneliness
I don't want to be all alone setsunakute

Somewhere dokoka ni iru
taisetsu na only one
You're not all alone anymore hitori ja nai

Someday itsuka aeru
unmei no someone you'll love
Futo ki ga tsukeba hora ne kimi no soba ni iru
Kimi ga soba ni iru
You will meet your only one...

Somewhere dokoka ni iru (Jin: oooh~)
taisetsu na only one (Kame: only one~)
You're not all alone anymore (Jin: you're my shining star~)
hitori ja nai

Sometime toki ni nazeka (Jin: oooh~)
mune ni semaru loneliness (Kame: samayo~ Jin: samayo~)
I don't want to be all alone (Jin: ohhh~)
only one...
(END)

I did the lyrics so.. If there is anything that is wrong, please tell me! Or e-mail me at takahashi_shema@hotmail.com!. Well here is chaoter 9 of 'The Savior Light.' Sry I didn't post it earlier. >.<

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Chapter 9
Arachnifuru

“One eye from the dead, one eye from the living, together they make the creature ‘Alebria’. Two arms like a bear, two legs like a crocodile, a tail like a dragon, and the face of a lion. Alebria fights for those who are in need. Alebria eats those who go against it. Alebria feels no emotion. Alebria is the demon of the Death Hall. Calling forth the demon of the east, I am Arachnifuru Gozella.”

In an instant, a half bear, half crocodile, half dragon, and half lion beast appears from the thick fog, with its name carved on its chest, Alebria. I smiled grimly. I ordered the demon to come closer, and it did. If anyone didn’t follow my orders I would get them killed from one of my servants.
“Alebria… I have something I want you to do…” I spoke slowly, but harshly to make sure it didn’t leave. I could easily track it down.
“Yes?” It spoke back with a loud, manly voice. I replied the same way I did in the beginning,
“I want you to destroy someone for me… A young boy…”
“Yes. Who?” I gave a wide grin, then softly whispered,
“Merion Firefly.” It gave a puzzled expression but it faded away immediately when I glared at it.
“Yes. Any specific details you want to add?” Ooh, how loyal.
“Yes… I need you to make it look like he suicide… Make sure you don’t leave any traces of evidence behind… Understand?”
“Yes.”
“If you do, I will hunt you down, and slit your throat. I’ll slice you up, piece by piece…” For a big demon like it, it was easily frightened; I thought it didn’t have emotions. I chuckled softly in my head and wore a wide smile when it nodded in agreement.
“You will need to pay something of value.”
“Oh yes… Will this do?” I took out a golden pocket watch with a dragon carved on the front.
“It works, and it’s waterproof.” I added. It seems like it was of interest to the big demon.
“I will take it as your payment. Thank you.” I smiled. Everything was going to proceed as planned… I gave Alebria a few tools for him to use if he ever got trapped or stuck, and then he faded away leaving me in the dim lighted room by myself. I quickly gathered all the candles, and materials I used for summoning Alebria for I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. When everything was cleaned up, the doorknob turned. Just when that happened, I vanished into thin air.

I then appeared in a room full of books, and black walls with strips of it peeling off bit by bit. I scanned the area making sure nobody was around. Silence. I then shook my head to make myself look as normal as possible. I walked out of the library and headed for the door to outside.

When I walked out, the sun blazed against my chest and immediately felt a bit dizzy. I then cast a spell,
“Power of the darkness, defeat the light. Make me a human, so I can live bright.” Amazingly it worked very accurately, normally I would have at least only half of the barrier, but today was my lucky day. I stood out there bathing in the warmth of the sun, unaffected by its incredible rays of light.

Only 2 of the 4 seniors can do this spell, Poliot and me. Poliot is probably the best vampire in this castle; he is able to do every spell in the book! Except for one, and that is the ‘Instant Death’ spell. The only vampire in the world able to do that one spell was Christopher from the Moon Vampires. He is one of the 28 seniors in that cast of vampires. We are allies with the Moon Vampires because they do us no harm, but none of them want to become a Moon Vampire and no one from here wants to be a Moon Vampire! So either way, we’re dissing each other without knowing we are. And we are getting dissed, and that, we know. Although the Moon Clan has 153 vampires in their school, most of them are terrible at casting spells. Only 57 of them know the easy basic ones, the others don’t know anything. While for us, the Moonlight Clan, we have only 38 people in our school, but everyone knows the basics. Besides we have 12 top vampires that know at least 3 hard spells, including ‘Dead Eyes’, ‘Summoning’, and ‘Shadow Capture’. For the Moon Clan, however, only have 5 people that know at least 3 hard spells. BUT, the 5 people can do incredibly hard spells like, ‘Corpse Dance’, ‘Flower Burial’, and ‘Vanish’. Although I can do ‘Vanish’ as well, nobody knows, and I can only do the level 3 Vanish. I still leave a trace of yellow fabric. There are around 3,650 spells for Vampires, and I have only completed 3,638. Poliot has completed, 3,649. And Christopher, has completed, all. I have no clue about the Casablanca Akumas spells; however, I heard they have only 26. Merion is one of the 3 that can do them all. So I plan to get rid of him, he is entirely an annoyance. I might get punished but nobody would know it was me. I cackled, quietly of course, or else someone might get suspicious.
“Ouch!” My barrier had faded. Oh yes, I forgot that they only last 10 minutes. I hurried back inside and stared at the giant red spot on my arm. I shook my head with shame, but decided I would be okay. I stuck my tongue out and licked the red spot, because little trickles of blood started leaking out. I grinned, blood was amazingly delicious but I stopped, for everyone was staring at me.
“How embarrassing.” I acted nervous, but I smiled. With that, everyone shivered and turned away. I rule.

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MWAHAHA. It's always nice to have an evil dude. ^^

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O WOW.

Today, I was able to buy the j-drama, 'Only Love'. *_* KAMENASHI KAZUYA IS IN IT!! He's the main character~~ And Koki Tanaka is in the drama too! I only watched up tyo episode 2 though. >.< I'll watch the rest some other day~~ There are no eng. subs, only chinese so I didn't understand. ;_; I think that Kame plays this guy named Kanzaki Hiroto.. If I'm not wrong. ^^ And the person he falls in love with is Nao... I think. :P And Nao's friend is named Yuko I think. Yuko is the girl who atcs as Misa Amane in the DeathNote movie. :D And she plays in HYD too! <3 I just totally love Kame's char in 'Only Love'. ^^ And Koki is such a hilarious guy~~ Well, I'll try to upload the dvd someday.. xD Here is chapter 8. ^^

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Chapter 8
Gunz

Help me. I stood there in the middle of the crowd. Wearing nothing but scars all over my body. I clenched my chest and then looked at the blood on my hands. I saw the face of Relenka, smiling at me. I clenched my teeth and cursed aloud at her. She acted amazed but of course she was not afraid, nor sad, and not surprised either. I got up and then grabbed a cloth of some sort to cover myself up. I sighed and glared at her.
“I win again.” She gave me her smile of pride, which made me TERRIBLY angry.
“Good for you…” I replied, as quiet as I could. She always won when we had a battle on the Fire Stadium, and I always end up naked. Damn fires, they’re too hot. I cursed under my breath and left the stadium. After I got out, and entered the castle, Averun was standing in front of me smirking. He then gave a chuckle and smiled at me.
“Lost again?”
“Get lost, middle ground.” I muttered. He then frowned and followed me, talking all the way.
“You know, I heard a rumor that you seem to have a crush on Relenka?” Then and there, I stopped in my tracks.
“WHAT DID YOU SAY MIDDLE GROUND?!” I yelled, and grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him close. He smirked and then stopped talking. I clenched my teeth and punched him hard on the cheek giving him a bruise that would last a week. He spit out the blood and then stared up at me glaring. I, however, couldn’t care less. I took my cloth and walked into the direction of my room.

I was in a bad mood today, and I felt like stabbing someone. Not because Relenka defeated me… Because someone knew about how I felt towards her. She was beautiful, nice, and most of all, strong. She believed that I would be able to defeat her one-day, I didn’t. She was too strong, and I dare not hurt her. I sat there trying to defeat the silence in my room with the rustling of the blankets. After I finished changing I sat down, and noticed that I lost. It was too quiet. I was tired of fighting twice every week but did anyway, for Relenka. I took a photo of her from the table on the bedside, and tears started building in my eyes. Why was I crying? I loved her, and I always would but somehow it hurt. It felt like I could never be with her, but why? She wasn’t older than me, she was only 1 year younger, she wasn’t married, she wasn’t in love with anyone, so why? Why does it feel like I don’t have a chance? Is it because that she isn’t in love with anyone? She’ll eventually fall in love with me if I confessed my feelings. I’m sure of it! So there must be another reason… I hated for anyone to know that I loved her. So maybe that’s why I could never be with her. If I couldn’t stand to be around her in public, how would I ever confess? How would I ever be with her? How would I be able to make her love me? I would be locked in my room, away from everyone, including Relenka. Then I cried. I cried until my eyes were sore, until I defeated the silence with the pitter-patter of my tears, until I seem to fade away. I had no chance of loving her anymore, and she had no chance to love me. Either way, I could just sit here and rot, and no one would ever worry… No one would even remember… Then and there, the darkness took over my body, and my heart.

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GUNZ!!! <3<3 Lolz. I like him alredy. xD

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My KAT-TUN mv!

Well, the youtube version isn't as good quality, so if you want a better one, download this!

>>Click Here<<

Well that's all I actually wanted to do.. But since I have more space, I might as well add more things, ne? Lets put some adorable KAT-TUN pictures! ^^ First of, the K, in KAT-TUN, Kamenashi Kazuya! I'll put 4 for each person..

Kamenashi Kazuya
1, 2, 3, 4.

Akanishi Jin
1, 2, 3, 4.

Taguchi Junnosuke
1, 2, 3, 4.

Tanaka Koki
1, 2, 3, 4.

Ueda Tatsuya
1, 2, 3, 4.

Nakamaru Yuichi
1, 2, 3, 5.

Yay. That was sorta fun. xD Well then.. What to do now? Maybe I'll continue on my Light And Dark story, I always forget to do it. *stabs self* Well then, I'll go work on it then!

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